INSIDE THE LOVE HAS WON CULT
The War on Love
The Origin Story of Love Has Won and the Rise of Mother God (new subtitle)
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I was Amy’s lover, her chosen Father God —
the only one she ever left the cult for.
I saw through the illusion, tried to save her… and nearly did.
Andrew-Ryan Profaci
Author and Survivor
What You’ll Discover
Inside The War on Love
Nobody was closer to Amy Carlson.
These are the stories only he could tell — and the ones they never wanted you to hear.
Unfiltered Access
Behind Closed Doors
Step into life inside the Love Has Won cult with true stories never shared—until now. From private rituals to explosive turning points, experience what it was really like on the inside.
- Untold insider access to relive the experience
- A first-hand account of cult control
- Bonus material that’ll leave you speechless
Proclaimed to be “Father God”
A spiritual seeker who risked it all. Experience the psychological manipulation firsthand as Amy’s lover and closest confidant — and the desperate fight to reclaim the truth… and his sanity.
Love and Light as a Weapon
See how spiritual buzzwords, “5D ascension,” and a quantum hoax were used to control, punish, and blind the faithful.
Survival and Escape
When blind devotion turns deadly, survival becomes a choice. This is the true cost of breaking free.
The Untold Story of
the Love Has Won Cult
Choose from multiple editions of the memoir exposing the cult’s secrets —
including shocking bonus material and signed copies.
Expose Cult Control Tactics
Uncover how Love Has Won used spiritual language and fear to manipulate its followers from the inside out.
A Survivor’s True Story
Follow Andrew-Ryan’s raw, firsthand journey from spiritual seeker to cult insider — and the awakening that helped him break free.
Never-Before-Told Details
Go behind closed doors with rare access to secrets, betrayals, and spiritual delusions the public was never meant to know.
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Choose Your Edition
Available in eBook, paperback, and the exclusive signed collector’s edition with bonus material.
What Readers Are Saying
“A riveting and unflinching look inside one of the most bizarre cults in modern history — told with rare clarity and literary power.”
– Amanda K., Memoir Critic
“Raw, intense, and unforgettable. This book made me feel like I was living through it with him.”
– Andrea T., BETA Reader
“Andrew’s story is deeply relatable for anyone on a spiritual journey. We often search outside ourselves for meaning — only to realize the real work is coming home to who we are.”
Heather B., Early Reader
The Hidden Truths Behind a Notorious Cult
From the Inside.
Beside Mother God.
The Untold Truth.
Andrew-Ryan was closer to Amy Carlson — “Mother God” — than anyone. His memoir doesn’t just recount the madness. It pulls back the curtain on how it happened… and why he risked everything to expose it.