About the Author
The Man Behind the Groundbreaking Memoir that Exposes
the Untold Origin Story of Love Has Won—and the Rise of Mother God
Truth. Love. Fire.
That’s what I bring.
My mission is to speak truth to people and to power—false power though it may be.
To defend the helpless, the broken, the innocent.
To tear down every wall that stands between a person and the love of God, the love of Christ, the love of self, and the love of others.
Andrew-Ryan Profaci was closer to Amy Carlson, the infamous “Mother God” of the Love Has Won cult, than anyone else. As her proclaimed “Father God,” he became her lover, her spiritual partner, and the person who stood beside her as the cult’s mythology was born. But he was also the one who walked away—and exposed how it all began.
His memoir, The War on Love, is not just a survivor’s story. It is the origin story of Love Has Won, told by the man who helped build its false kingdom and then tore it down from within. It is a raw, unfiltered account of waking up, breaking free, and reclaiming the truth that was never hers to give—because it was always within us.
Andrew-Ryan’s journey didn’t end when he left the cult. He faced cancer, addiction, and the long road of rebuilding his identity from the ashes. Today, he shares his story to help others break free from the lies that hold them captive, whether those lies come from a cult, a toxic relationship, or the false stories we tell ourselves. His voice has been featured by HBO, VICE, Dateline NBC, and leading cult-awareness podcasts.
More than anything, Andrew-Ryan believes the real war was never about belief systems or spiritual claims. It was about the quiet theft of our authentic connection to God, to truth, and to ourselves.
He shares his truth to help others reclaim their own—through vulnerability, courage, compassion, and self-sovereignty.